37 engaged to a love of my life. I'm straight. 2 days ago she used a strap on on me. Since then I've needed the real thing. Never had it before. I'm home alone today and need it now. I spent the last 2 days stretching my hole cuz I'm 150 lbs w a little but. I want a clean guy that will give it to me bare and release inside of me. I'd use my mouth too. That strap on had me putting every toy we have in there. I slept w a toy in my hole last night. I need it today. Not picky